World sucks and then the sun supernovas.
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hazliya...but first, answers to more questions.
1. When we graduated from high school, we always said we'd keep in contact and continue to be as close as we were; what happened? Where did that go? Did we just grow apart, or was it something else?
I really don't know. We kept in touch for the first few months, but then we both got busy making lives for ourselves that we kind of fell out of touch. I did with everyone from high school, don't feel bad. =) But whenever we did talk, it was as though we'd seen each other yesterday, you know? I don't think it's that we drifted apart, but more that we're so busy with everything else... Hopefully, this summer can change that a bit.
2. I often read your livejournal and see the issues that you and Adam have off and on, and altough I can relate to some, others would drive me up a wall. Is there anything Adam could do to make you break up with him? Or are you completely devoted?
Although we do have issues sometimes, the relationship really is a wonderful one. We've worked through some of the more difficult ones, and I think the both of us are completely confident in our decisions to stay together. I've never been happier, really. In order to get me to break up with him, though, he'd have to do something rather extreme, and even then, I don't think I could bring myself to leave him. I tried once before, and failed miserably. But we are doing much better now, and the stress lately is bringing us closer, if anything.
I love him so much.
3. Do you miss me? ;)
OH GOD FUCK YES. I need you sometimes. Like, I'll have small breakdowns that, in high school, I'd come running to you with. But now, I really have no one to do that with other than Adam, and I hate to keep telling him about the things that get to me. He has enough to worry about, he doesn't need my problems. You, however, were happy to listen and complain about something similar in your life to make me feel better. I remember that incident with your roommate last year - I drew you those pictures in msPaint? I still have them all! And our exchange diary xD And our notes... And our stories... and pictures...
Love you. <3
So, other than that, I FUCKING HATE LIFE.
To clarify:
I have been suffering horrible, random, unprovoked migranes all term.
I'm going to fail my sufficiency.
I may fail stats.
Because of this, I may lose my scholarship and/or WPI.
The last realization, however, has made me sit and think about WPI. Now that I've finally found something I'd be happy doing in life, WPI doesn't have it. There's no zoology program here - but there may be at another college in Worcester. I WANT to stay at WPI, but maybe it's not the place I should be. If I do end up being able to stay here, I'll give it one more semester, and then possibly transfer out. I would definitely like to stay in Worcester or nearby, especially since I have a circle of friends here and still need to live with Adam.
Not want to, need to.
He's the only thing keeping me happy and sane here. When all other people have failed me (one of the reasons I'm failing my sufficiency, that #$%&*^!!) he's been the only constant thing. And living with him is something to keep me stable.
Maybe this is a step in the right direction. Of course, I'll still have a mental breakdown in a few hours, but what the hell. Right now I'm still calm enough to think straight.
Anyone know of any nearby schools with good zoology/bio programs?
-Haz
1. When we graduated from high school, we always said we'd keep in contact and continue to be as close as we were; what happened? Where did that go? Did we just grow apart, or was it something else?
I really don't know. We kept in touch for the first few months, but then we both got busy making lives for ourselves that we kind of fell out of touch. I did with everyone from high school, don't feel bad. =) But whenever we did talk, it was as though we'd seen each other yesterday, you know? I don't think it's that we drifted apart, but more that we're so busy with everything else... Hopefully, this summer can change that a bit.
2. I often read your livejournal and see the issues that you and Adam have off and on, and altough I can relate to some, others would drive me up a wall. Is there anything Adam could do to make you break up with him? Or are you completely devoted?
Although we do have issues sometimes, the relationship really is a wonderful one. We've worked through some of the more difficult ones, and I think the both of us are completely confident in our decisions to stay together. I've never been happier, really. In order to get me to break up with him, though, he'd have to do something rather extreme, and even then, I don't think I could bring myself to leave him. I tried once before, and failed miserably. But we are doing much better now, and the stress lately is bringing us closer, if anything.
I love him so much.
3. Do you miss me? ;)
OH GOD FUCK YES. I need you sometimes. Like, I'll have small breakdowns that, in high school, I'd come running to you with. But now, I really have no one to do that with other than Adam, and I hate to keep telling him about the things that get to me. He has enough to worry about, he doesn't need my problems. You, however, were happy to listen and complain about something similar in your life to make me feel better. I remember that incident with your roommate last year - I drew you those pictures in msPaint? I still have them all! And our exchange diary xD And our notes... And our stories... and pictures...
Love you. <3
So, other than that, I FUCKING HATE LIFE.
To clarify:
I have been suffering horrible, random, unprovoked migranes all term.
I'm going to fail my sufficiency.
I may fail stats.
Because of this, I may lose my scholarship and/or WPI.
The last realization, however, has made me sit and think about WPI. Now that I've finally found something I'd be happy doing in life, WPI doesn't have it. There's no zoology program here - but there may be at another college in Worcester. I WANT to stay at WPI, but maybe it's not the place I should be. If I do end up being able to stay here, I'll give it one more semester, and then possibly transfer out. I would definitely like to stay in Worcester or nearby, especially since I have a circle of friends here and still need to live with Adam.
Not want to, need to.
He's the only thing keeping me happy and sane here. When all other people have failed me (one of the reasons I'm failing my sufficiency, that #$%&*^!!) he's been the only constant thing. And living with him is something to keep me stable.
Maybe this is a step in the right direction. Of course, I'll still have a mental breakdown in a few hours, but what the hell. Right now I'm still calm enough to think straight.
Anyone know of any nearby schools with good zoology/bio programs?
-Haz
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Date: 2006-05-01 11:40 pm (UTC)I hope you don't mind my commenting... I know that we haven't had the chance to talk much since last year (which sucks, because I really want to know Keri's friends better) but you asked if anyone knew good schools...
I wanted to see if I could help out at all...
There are 4 schools in MA (cause I know you want to stay as close to Adam as you can)... BU, which might be pricy, Hampshire College, Harvard University if you think you can do that one, and one that you may not have considered... U-Mass Amherst.
I hope that helps.. check out www.a2zcolleges.com it has .. like.. everything.
Good luck.. hope that helps
The crux of the situation.
Date: 2006-05-02 06:05 am (UTC)